I don't know if it's actually because it's Tuesday, if it's because (TMI alert, beg pardon!) the hormones are on a down swing, or if it's because it's the middle of a semester so everything seems wildly out of proportion to everything else. I'm down today, though. I feel very isolated and alone. I've done my Health Month stuff for the day, and I've done proper work at work (as well as some not-proper-fic-reading...) and will do more productive things when I get home tonight, but it's a day when I'm just going through the motions.
Cue Buffy: the Vampie Slayer's "Once More With Feeling" soundtrack, please...
I'm not sure what's causing it, but I know I don't like it, and I know it's having an impact on my eating and other healthy behaviors. I brought a sandwich for lunch today, and instead had some of the pizza provided t the luncheon today. As well as a Twinkie and a can of Coke. I parked close to the building instead of out under the trees (though that was as much because I'm wearing three inch heels :P ). I have intentions to do some yoga and some housework when I get home before I do my homework, but whether that sticks or not, I don't know. The way I'm feeling right now, it won't. I'm so apathetic, it's ridiculous.
I just don't know what to do about it. I would dearly love to just curl up and sleep. Ignore the world. Forget dinner. I just don't want to interact with the world. As much as I know it's unhealthy, it's what I want to do, and this Tuesday, it's one I'm struggling to fight. :(